It’s Friday! I get to pick up my pain meds today. And I plan to sell some of them so I can buy crystal meth. I want to get high today.
So much for trying to change my life today. I really do want to change. It’s just that I cannot overcome this drug addiction yet. There have been times when I’ve been clean. And I really miss those times because I was able to think clearly and make better decisions.
Next week, I will be going into rehab . Well, first I have to go to detox. Then from there I’ll probably go to a 90 day rehab. It depends what my housing manager wants me to do. I told my manager that I really wanted to change my life. And that I would do whatever she wanted me to do.