Hello everyone,
It’s Friday! I get to pick up my pain meds today. And I plan to sell some of them so I can buy crystal meth. I want to get high today.
So much for trying to change my life today. I really do want to change. It’s just that I cannot overcome this drug addiction yet. There have been times when I’ve been clean. And I really miss those times because I was able to think clearly and make better decisions.
Next week, I will be going into rehab . Well, first I have to go to detox. Then from there I’ll probably go to a 90 day rehab. It depends what my housing manager wants me to do. I told my manager that I really wanted to change my life. And that I would do whatever she wanted me to do.
Good luck on the detox, You have done it before you will do it again. Just find the strength, patience,perserverance and will power and take it one day at a time
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Thanks for the comment. I’m definitely going to try to get clean again. Hopefully, this blog will help a little bit!
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you will do it. Im sure you will
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